4th year of marriage. We have increased the number of differences between husband and wife. I spent my days feeling lonely and overwhelmed. One day, I got on a train later than usual, but on that train, I had my first dementia...! ? I couldn't even make a voice at a sudden thing, and I was squid by my fingertips that blamed my erogenous zones so that I could see through my usual frustrated thoughts. The body that was toyed with by the dementia was still hot and still felt fresh...