``You saw it, right?'' ``...Yes. But why?'' ``You get excited, right? Maybe you're sick. Now... you can't stop.'' The trigger is a co-worker's shoplifting that he happened to witness. Hikaru also notices a co-worker enthusiastically talking about thrills... ``I really don't remember doing it.'' I haven't done it. ...But maybe I did it unconsciously... While I was stunned, I was raped in the backyard... ``If you do it again, I'll make you pay with your body, okay?'' Even though she should have been raped... Even though I should have known that I would be raped... What happened to me?